BLOGGING TO SOOTH THE NERVES.

"Why another crockery? We have plenty in the rack." When on shopping spree no one can stop her. "Why, when guests come I'll use this" "When guest come, we take them to Restaurant...why need?" I can't utter this. Very vulnerable. "Don't buy the adult diaper in 10s pack...buy two" Her equation is different. The adult diaper may go waste, if the ailing elder becomes alright. The remaining diapers will be of no use. It will sleep in the cupboard. Not in the case of excess crockery. They will not sleep. They'll will decorate! Adult diapers is not equal to crockery. Logic.

The report I made in the morning session at work was done well. What is the benefit of that report? I've to see tomorrow. This was the question I posed myself in the diary entry I did on Thursday. I did not follow it up on Friday. The 100 words diary entry for Friday was some rants on thoughts and how to take actions based on the thoughts – Mainly writing them down. The report I made at work was of no use. It served no purpose. Purposeless work I do. (at the time of doing that work – it was Purposeful!)

Thoughts happening. Plenty of thoughts. Some thoughts tell me: "Write about me. Write about me" Plethora of equipment and facilities to write. I can choose only one thought and one facility to write. I can do well choosing one from the option: 'Lap Top' 'PC' or 'Cell Phone' Right, I choose 'Lap Top' I pick up the thought process of 'writing what and how?' I use 'Drafts' to draft this. I intend to Publish this on 'Blogger'

Good. Bad. Good. Bad. Analyse. Read. Write something. A small nap. Full of energy. What were the thoughts that were nagging me to put them into words today? I know that if I say this, then they will not be happy. Yet, why I say that? Kiran’s quote today: "Anyway you're going to enjoy a long sleep, so if you don't sleep and start living during that time it is good" Kiran said it was said by Ananth Nag. He said that quote sleepily. The report I made in the morning session at work was done well. What is the benefit of that report? I've to see tomorrow.

​ Some days are damn chaotic. Core chores consumes the day. Just can't seek a corner to sit and pour my thoughts  ​in​  writing. The not able to write my thoughts is one thing and the chores I attend to don't become ripe  ​is another thing​ I was apprehensive about my mother's hand, about her difficulty in movements of  ​her​  limbs in future. I need not worry, my wife and a helpful Ayah are taking care. There ​,  the gloomy mood vanishes.... Peculiar mind. I visit the dentist. Fruitful thing happens. My lone canine is extracted. A happy mind now. -- cgbalu from Hubbali

Good. Bad. Good. Bad. Analyse. Read. Write something. The happening of togetherness with wife is good. Good provided, she does a work with the available resources in the vicinity and talks less. The present work is taking a snap of her husband. She did not say that she will take a photograph using her cell phone. Her cell phone was away in another room. She used husband’s cell phone. She did not tell him to smile. Usually smile does not come to husbands when wife is seriously doing some work. She did not tell him to pose as she desired. This applies to husband as well. Very intricate!

The Writing diary obsession began at MyWapBlog on the very first day during May 16. This June month I'm using MyWapBlog on 3rd day (happened) Dear 1: She need not get scared this much. Without fear she can take steps. She will be alright if she is bold. Dear 2 What is scaring her to drive a car? She can take it easy na? No. My motivation or authority doesn't work. She can get the thing she wants -without fear she should get in. Listen to the Doctor's guidelines Dear ones get bold. (frustration on the happenings of the day)

The happening of posting diary entries at DropBox and MS Word on 1st and 2nd of June 2016 respectively happened very well and the experience was lovely.  A man should have some simple and mundane things to try and achieve. It gives him a purpose. This is the meaning of life and we should see the happenings in style.  What is happening today is that I am using MyWapBlog to post today's diary.  Want to make this happen tomorrow also.  What then.....?  When I write this...just a single tooth is occupying my mouth. Nice time with daughter and my mother